Dance
We roll together as one. The sweet
emotional tide shifts and sways with our movements. The dance lingers in our
wake.
We paused in our flow to drink of our
making. In there lies a secret, a hidden lair neither have visited in knowing.
It was a cool November morning, and
our meetings morphed into a deep intensity. The many walls around our hearts
were crumbling and the possibilities were multiplying. We lingered in bed for a
long morning, greatly enjoying the other’s presence and bathing in the glow of
our love. The physical was an equal part of our activities, with cuddling being
the order of the day.
She slipped on to me in an effortless
movement that made me feel that this was our natural state. Lying there with
her heart fully exposed to me and her weight grounding me in the moment, I was
drawn into a journey of our openness. In our many years together, I had never
felt this openness and dove into her with my heart as open as I could. I went
into her Hara and embraced her heart fully with mine, holding and supporting
its delicate vulnerability. This was the closest I had ever come to being
completely connected to her. I rolled and swayed within her with her heart
wrapped in mine. The openness was one of the most complete moments of my life.
When I quite naturally fell out of
her, I had the immediate thought to draw her in and wrap my heart within hers.
A similar dance went on with her drawn deep into me and our hearts rolled again
but now with me supported within hers. An equal and different feeling of
connectedness continued until we again naturally fell out of each other.
There was now a short period of
relaxation from our experience, a repose from such a great effort at breaking
through the walls of separateness. She sat up on me and gently rubbed and
massaged my chest, focusing on my heart and the openness she had obviously
felt.
With a warm smile she lay back on me.
Now there was something different. We had each gone into the other just before,
but now we were separate. The feeling of our connectedness remained, but we
were now two separate entities dancing again. The warmth of her physical body
was tremendous, yet she remained soft and dry. The heat of our dance was very
high, but neither of us had even a hint of perspiration or humidity. It was as
if our adventure through the other had strengthened our individuality but kept
our connectedness at the same intense level.
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